Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Lunch time FAIL

So yesterday I was insistent upon lunch with my sister before we went shopping because "the baby is hungry."  What a good little excuse that guy has turned out to be.  So I decided on Buffalo Wild Wings because HELLO DELICIOUS!  Anyways I decided on the flatbread, which is 20 pts. I know that's a lot but its a somewhat healther option because nothing is fried.  Anyways I'm fat and I have a lot of points :)  So I ordered it and just as the waitress was walking away, I called her back to change to boneless wings and buffalo chips and cheese YUMMMMMMM.  Im not sure how much the wings were but i think 16 for the wings, and 2 for sauce so i just counted it as 20.  The small chips and cheese is 10.  So 30 points---at lunch! I still had pts for dinner but i did feel guilty for making that decision.  And then I went to try on clothes. Which I guess was my punishment.  I'm so sick of things not fitting!  Before I got pregnant I was smaller so that's the last time I tried on clothes.  Now I have literally nothing that fits.  Oh and a muffin top that hangs out over the top of my pants NO MATTER HOW LOOSE THEY ARE!  I will also be using my son as an excuse for that.  Oh well.  On point today.  Sammie for lunch, pork chops for dinner.  I've been kicking some butt doing so well, I just wish it was coming off faster.

Monday, June 27, 2011

I'm new here.

I've been wanting to write a blog for years.  I even started one and made it all pretty and then quit.  I'm too busy I decided.  Which is just me being lazy really. This blog is about weight loss, being a new mom, and the crazy combo of both.  I feel like if I write everything out, I won't be such a nutcase.

I just RESTARTED WeightWatchers, because im just WAY over being fat, as my pun-y title suggests.  Clever, right? baha Ok corny is more like it.  I lost about 50 lbs on WW 2 years ago and then I got pregnant, which was the plan so I'm not sad about that.  The first pregnancy I miscarried early on, which made me very devastated and I gained about 30 lbs. in like 3 months.  Then I got pregnant again and this time it took!  I gained 50 lbs during my pregnancy. I lost 40 right away and then gained back 20.  So i joined WW and lost 20 in a month.  And then gained it back again.  I am the new Oprah.  So I'm back again and I'm so freaking over it.

A little about me.  I'm 27, a wife, a momma, and a teacher.  Thank God for summers off.  Up until now, I've taught reading.  Now I finally have a classroom OF MY OWN. So next year I'll be teaching 5th graders.  I'm stoked.  I've had most of the kids in my reading programs so I don't feel SO overwhelmed.  So this is even more reason for me to shed the pounds.  I have all these kids looking up to me and I want them to make healthy choices and feel proud of themselves. Oh and I also don't want to hear them calling me fatass behind my back.

All that being said, I realize what grammar is not always going to be correct and commas and capitalization will be missing.  I'm only human.  And generally a lazy one at that.  

So here it is. The time is now. And all that other bullshit.